I’ve lived 5 years of my life now with depression, but I really don’t know what to tell my friends or family. I found out I had depression when my friend who noticed I was looking constantly upset made me go to the doctors. She died 3 months later from breast cancer. She was the only one who knew, so these last years have been torture. I like a guy who I probably shouldn’t, stress a lot and spend my waking hours doing things people don’t consider cool. I just need someone to talk to because therapists never help!