Dear Mom,

Posted by Anonymous in Alone on Feb 6th, 2009 | 7 comments

I was raped. 4 times actually. Can’t tell you. Can’t tell anyone. I’m afraid, afraid of what people will think. I know i lie, but not about something this big. I wanna let you know that I became pregnant not because I sleep with everyone, cause I don’t, but because I was raped. I can’t help but think you won’t believe me. I need you more than ever right now, I need someone to comfort me and make me feel alright again. I guess i’ll have to wait for that.

7 Responses to “ “Dear Mom,”

  1. Lizzy says:
    February 7, 2009 at 10:53 pm

    Tell her. You need to tell someone. It is going to be okay. It might not seem like it at first but it will be. I got my daughter the same way and at first I thought it was the worse thing to ever happen but now I love her so much. I know if I can do it you can.

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  2. Ana says:
    February 8, 2009 at 1:44 am

    tell your mom, I can’t promise you that everything will be like before or that your going to feel great, but I do promise that it will help and you will feel much better……. trust me I know.

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  3. Servant says:
    February 10, 2009 at 1:04 am

    Awww darling; i feel really sorry for you. You poor thing. What is done is done, plan your way forward and don’t abort. The only personal victory you can get out of this is a child that you love dearly. My heart goes out to you. I wish i could find you, hug you and make you feel safe and loved, valued and respected. And please tell your mum and she’ll give you the above. May God bless you and turn your misery into Joy.

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  4. Tamara says:
    May 8, 2009 at 8:35 pm

    Talk to a councillor, they can help. If you don’t think that your mum will believe you then ask the councillor to tell her, she may take it better from a ‘official’ source.

    This may sound harsh, but you should also get checked out for STDs just in case the rapists had anything. It can be embarrassing and humiliating but it could also save your baby’s life.

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  5. Loser says:
    June 9, 2009 at 5:59 am

    I’m sorry to hear that. Get an abortion. Your baby will go to heaven, don’t worry about him/her.

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  6. nzinga says:
    June 13, 2009 at 12:01 am

    everybody is vulnerable to shame. Have the courage to keep on working through your fear. Think about it. like I always said you don”t always have to open your mouth to say something. remember, what you know is not nearly as important as to who you are. God is with you and I will never leave your heart. You have to find peace and comfort through Jesus. Your prayer have been answered.

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  7. Amethyst says:
    June 23, 2009 at 12:17 pm

    F*** the guys who raped you.
    They’re asswipes! You gotta tell someone.
    Don’t bottle it up..

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