Broke
Posted by Jenny in Alone on Nov 14th, 2010 | 7 commentsI’m broke. I’m all alone. I can’t pay what I owe. I declared bankruptcy, but I still owe the money. The only thing I have left to sell is my body and my soul.
There is a man who will take me in if I ‘sleep’ with him and keep his house. A maid with priveledges. A place to sleep, a place to eat, a place for my kids, school, clothes, calm, nice, quiet, and I ‘sleep’ with him when ever he wants.
That’s the deal. I took the deal, my kids have to enough to eat. It’s really not so bad, when he ‘sleeps’ with me, I close my eyes, and pretend I am not there.
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Sounds like a good deal to me. Start educating yourself so you can get a job and move out later. Don’t get pregnant. Good luck, could be worse.
I’m so sorry you are in this position. You shouldn’t have to do this but I would give my life to my family, so I understand. I am really upset that you are in this position. I wish I could give you advice, but I can’t. I hope it helps to know that somewhere out there a complete stranger will be praying for you everynight.
So long as your kids don’t know you sold your body for a place to live, you gotta do what you gotta do. Look for a real job on the side.
WOW ….. your doing what half the women are doing already doing …….. however, most of them are married to their guy and don’t have sex with him !!!
Not a good position to be in. Why don’t you marry the guy let him adopt the kids and then divorce him and get child support. :)
You are where you are because of the choices you have made in life. Start making better choices and become an example to everyone you meet of what not to do.
I had a girl do that to me recently she was down and out and i helped her but i thought she did it cuz she loved me . let me tell you it was a big lie and she left the moment she got money so please do yourself a favor get educated and better your self for your kids and dont put youself in this type of mess cuz it can come crashing down and yu dont want that.
i went through that in my early 20′s. at first it was disgusting and then i got used to the lifestyle. when it was time to leave i didn’t have much money except a car and my education. i built myself up over 15 years and then it crashed again when i got pregnant in my late 30′s.
just remember who you are and have an exit strategy. get educated, save some money maybe even get him to buy you a house.
if there are no real feelings it won’t last. best of luck!
She never said she was not educated. Your probably making her feel bad.
It’s ok, there is nothing in your post that makes it look like your uneducated.