Breaking point
Posted by Kitty in Alone on Apr 22nd, 2010 | 8 commentsWe all have our breaking points. I have reached my breaking point. This is my confessions of the sins i have done….and may do. My story starts with a boy. He made me smile and laugh and feel amazing about myself. I gave this particular boy my virginity. Yes we had sex many times and i fell head over heels in love with him. We did not use protection… Well he broke up with me 4 months ago because he wanted me to be happy. We had sex the day before. So now I’m a alone 16 year old who is 4 months pregnet with his child. Does he know? Nope, he’s too busy ******* my best friend. Today would have been our anniversary….and he told me today that hes head over heels in love with her….last night he had me thinking he was getting back with me…but hes not. In 5 months i will be having his child. I wonder when he’s going to notice the little bump in my stomach. I dont know what to do with myself anymore. I want to die, I want to kill him, i want to live, i want him back…I cant raise this baby on my own. Im lost….Im breaking…The only thing that is keeping me from harming myself is the living thing inside me. My baby…HIS baby. I am utterly alone waiting for this child to be born. I am alone
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The first thing you should do is tell him you’re pregnant. And make sure you see a doctor…
Kitty,
is there anyone you can talk to? Family member, friend, teacher, anyone? I’ve not been in your situation but had some terrible break-ups and it felt like the end of the world — now I know he wasn’t worth it but I’m not trying to tell you anything, being alone with something like this is horrendous, no one really understands how your heart has broken into a million pieces. Just want to say I will be thinking abut you and I care xxx
By not telling him or anyone else you are only making your situation more difficult for you.
Tell his parents perhaps?
Men are all animals. Never trust them unless you’ve been with them for years.
Thank yall for reading…It makes me feel a little bit better that there are people that can listen and understand. I’ve met this college boy, and he thinks im the most beautiful girl on this planet. He’s even willing to be the baby’s daddy. Is this a joke? Or could it be the help i need in my life? Please God, let it be real…I need the love he can give me. BTW I finally told the real daddy that hes gonna have a kid, wanna know what he did? He called me a **** and accused me of sleeping around…not sure why i bothered
Kitty
I know I don’t know you, but I’m really proud of you for telling the father of your baby. It’s really too bad that he’s deciding to be a jackass about it, but maybe one day he will come to realize that he wants to be in your babies life. Then again you can always sue his ass. Goodluck with everything, I hope the man you met will help you out.
Kitty,
The only thing i can think of saying is…Im sorry for what you’ve been through
The father of the baby sounds like a jerk, and I’m so sorry, stay strong for your baby, and you’ll find a man willing to love, and take care of you both. You will find true happiness and joy. Good luck. :) <3