i’m not in love with my partner anymore but i’m too scared to leave him because i don’t want to be alone. i hate my job and get paid almost nothing for it. i want to go home but i can’t afford a ticket. i’m jealous of nearly everyone. i’m so overweight. i hate how pathetic i feel.
its time to do something yourself – you can do it…do you want some help
leave him, it will hurt more than you expect, but it’s the only way, the right person is out there looking for you, you just need to wait. try and see if there are any other jobs available, if not ask for more hours. save up for the ticcket home, even if it’s only $1 from your pay a day, or if you can ask a family member if you can borrow the money for the ticket and slowly pay them back over time. jealous of anyone, if you think people are looking at you because you are over weight think again, everyone else is just like you when it comes to apperence, all they are thinking about is themselves. if you really feel you need to loose weight do something about it, even if you just go for a half an hour walk/jog in the morning, that is better than nothing. i wish you luck with your future, i believe in you.