Alone

I feel lonely. I’ve been hiding it from other people and let them see a new “improved” me. I am a shy and quiet person, and I want to change that image form other people. I am not much of a people person either, and I am longing for friends. I do have a boyfriend who loves me as me, but sometimes, I want too to have friends. It doesn’t matter to me if I have less than 5 people whom I can call true friends.

I envy other people with so many contacts and friends. I’m willing to change little by little. Day after day.

I want to prove to them that I can change. That I am one of the best people they’d meet. I’m happy with my boyfriend–my best friend, lover and soulmate, but there are times I am longing for a friend too. Whom i can hang around with, call in good and bad times, someone who accepts me as ME.

I’m thinking of joining a club in our town for a fresh start.