Secret Confessions

Sometimes I can be a very annoying person, I get hyper, I can’t control myself and I have an alarmingly low self-esteem. I have gotten very good at hiding it, most people think that I’m a happy, outgoing person but I’m not. I feel like I can’t talk to my parents or my sibling about it because I’m scared that they might judge me or think that I’m wierd. I have a lot of great friends and I know that they love me, but sometimes I feel like I annoy them so much. If I don’t know all the secerets or everything that is going on I feel left out, alone or that they hate or don’t trust me. I know I have a problem and I told my parents I want to see a shrink but my dad said that it was normal and that it would pass. It still hasen’t passed and it’s getting worse everyday. Now it’s the end of the school year and the only guy I can talk to truthfully is leaving along with his two siblings who are also my friends. I don’t know what I’m going to do next year, especially since I’m going into high school. People also tend to screw me over alot and it doesn’t help my situation. I had to get this out of my head without anyone knowing about it, and this website helped me do it.