I’m lonely

I already tried writing a confession, it took me around 45 minutes, i opened up my full heart and yet i deleted it. The last words were – “Ignore this, you still cannot help me”. 10 minutes passed and i couldn’t hold it. I wont share all of that again, it is too much pain to go through again. I just really want to say … Continue reading I’m lonely

Always alone

I have always been an introvert, always which has made meeting “someone” difficult…in fact most of my friendships/relationships have been online…but I often feel like I will be alone forever. I often feel that as a woman at 24 years old my biological clock is ticking away quickly, so I feel all this extra pressure to find “the one” I want to start a family … Continue reading Always alone

alone

this morning i planned to walk to my towns ponds, fill a backpack wth rocks and jump in. when i got to the pond i started crying so hard i had to sit down, i pulled out my phone and scrolled through ALL my contacts through phone, email, and facebook. there was not a single person i felt like i could call. i dont know … Continue reading alone