I lied

I made up a fake addiction to get attention. I told everyone I did meth. I wrote in class, I shook. I stayed up for days and ate zip. Everyone believed me. The love of my life left me because he found of that I was a “meth head” he never knew that I lied. No one does. Everyone still thinks I used to do it. I lost 40 pounds from a fake addiction. I feel horrible about it. I miss him. He was the best thing that ever entered my life. This was a horrible thing to do, But I am an attention whore.
What do you think?
Please no bad comments, I feel horrible enough.

13 Responses to “ “I lied”

  1. cherrie says:

    Get help. If you can lie you can cheat…if u cheat u can steal…if u steal u can kill….

    I wouldn’t be surprised if u are lying now. If u are such an attention whore get a puppy.

  2. kjh says:

    Umm, yeah. You are an attention whore. OK. Just don’t do it anymore, apparently your self esteem is so low that you are using negative attention because you don’t believe you can get positive attention. I don’t know you. It’s just a guess. But it seems like you don’t need to get help, it is a waste of time and money. All they will do is make you blame your folks for your problems, and give you an excuse for being an attention whore, either because your parents ****** up, or you’re depressed. Just get over it, no excuses. Just be able to blame yourself say “Wow. I was an idiot! I think I’ll grow the **** up!” By the way, I wish I had the self control to lose 40 pounds, even if it was for a stupid lie.

  3. ? says:

    sounds like a hell of a diet plan to me.
    write a book.
    but seriously , sorry to hear that.
    its alright though, i’ve done a whole lot worse.
    Your probably really hot and will meet another nice guy sooner or later.
    celebrate and go eat some expensive treats from whole foods.

  4. cherrie says:

    Ttyz

    Dumbass….it is a saying, you never heard it before? Ignorant asses….read a ******* book.

  5. Anon says:

    You have a really stupid group of friends and family if you faked a meth addiction. Starving yourself is the least of symptoms.

  6. forgive yourself missy!!!! says:

    i think it all depends on your outlook on actions… ive done horrable things… but i know theres beauty in me somewhere… you should just start fresh and karma/God/whateve you believe in, will bring good to you!
    dont lose hope

  7. kiki says:

    Funny thing is…I used to be like that. I was obsessed with opiate addiction to the point where I actually started acting like I was an addict. Now…I’ve taken it so far, that I started to believe myself, and eventually I did get into the heroin and the oxys. Now I really am addicted, I shoot up all day long, I’m on methadone. I understand how you feel, but please dont take it as far as I did. A lie is one thing, but when lies become truth, thats when you’ve really got a problem.

  8. Timmi says:

    Doesn’t it suck that you feel like you have to lie just to fit in? I’ve done it. Hell, I bet the “commenters” have, as well. I don’t know how old you are, but I’m hoping you’ll soon learn that it doesn’t matter what other people think…and if you have to fake an addiction just to get attention, then clearly, you need to get a new group of people to be around. And just so you know, most people know when someone is full of shit, especially if you constantly lie. When you lie, no matter how careful you think you are, stories change…even the slightest bit. Honey, just stop lying. Stand up, say, “I’VE BEEN FULL OF SHIT FOREVER and I’M DONE WITH IT!” Just be you. Be true to you. No matter what, at least your heart and gut will be right on. You can do it! Just ******* do it!

  9. hy says:

    Its all good just live and learn. You are not so different from everyone else. they are still in their lie until they let jesus be lord and savior. see we wernt smart enough to relize were being manipulated while we were trying to manipulate.Nothing in life will be even close to sense till we are reborn.

  10. Leslymay says:

    Well did you get the attention you wanted in the end?? I think not…There is nothing you can do about what you did! But hold your head up high and confess to everyone that it was a lie… i mean that is basically all you can do now! I will pray that you get the strength to do it! :)

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