Discusted by my secret….

Posted by in Addiction on Jul 18th, 2010 | 6 comments

I never tell the truth about myself, I lie because it has become my sheild.

I told everyone I’m well from my ED, but the truth is I get sick everytime I eat and I start throwing up. Once I tried to tell people and it got worse, so now at least its only once or twice every day, I used to purge 20 times a day …the shame and guilt never goes away, when i eat or even vomit. I am discusting!

6 Responses to “ “Discusted by my secret….”

  1. Anonna says:
    July 18, 2010 at 11:45 pm

    Go to an eating disorder clinic, you’re not alone, you need help… take care

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  2. Helpar says:
    July 19, 2010 at 7:28 am

    Think about a nice delicious cake when you take a bite! Then you will NEVER throw up again! I PROMISE!

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  3. Laura says:
    July 20, 2010 at 1:58 pm

    I’m so sorry to here that, you should get some help. It is a common problem and can be dangerous. Good luck sweetie. ;) Get well soon.

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  4. Truth hurts says:
    July 21, 2010 at 4:41 pm

    Truth: If you don’t like what your doing STOP IT. If your to weak to stop it, then just stfu so no one else has to be dragged down with you.

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  5. ?? says:
    July 22, 2010 at 10:08 am

    Discusting? Is that some fancy ED term? Or are you disgusting? Either way you need help, everyone is right it’s a very dangerous thing to be living with. There are places online that can help you, if you don’t want to go in person. Search ‘mia’ forums on Google.

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