Absolute Confusion and Fanfiction
Posted by Click Perfect in Addiction on Dec 15th, 2010 | 9 commentsSo hi, my secret is that I had a strange crush feeling on my female friend even though I am not a lesbian.
This scares me, but now its over because she moved cities.
Also, I read slash which is gay fanfiction and it’s (almost) pornographic a LOT of the time but I enjoy it.
This is all horrible because I’m only 14.
I have not told anybody about any of this, but I can’t stop reading it anyway.
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don’t be afraid of your feelings…no matter your age….don’t care what other people think….Even if you aren’t Lesbian…there is nothing wrong with you..just be happy^_^
It’s not horrible and it’s not unusual. I’m guessing that you may have gotten messages from your parents or church that it’s horrible.
At least 12-15% of the population is homosexual and alot more than that is bi-sexual… And always be true to yourself
Lol! Dudette, it’s normal. That happens to 90% of the population, even if you’re not gay. It’s called pueberty. Don’t worry about it.
Don’t feel bad about reading slash. Loads of teenage girls are into it and I started reading it as a teenager. I’m 28 and I still read it today!
Just like guys are into lesbians, some girls are curious about two guys together.
And don’t worry about your crush on your friend. Almost all girls get crushes on their friends at some point. It just natural as you are developing your sexuality. It doesn’t mean you’re a lesbian or bisexual, although there’s nothing wrong with that!
sounds like you are gay. no big deal
Listen here. I was the same age, when I was like “whoa, I kind of like my friend, but SHE IS A GIRL!” What I need to tell you is that you can not run away from your feelings, you can not hide. If you try to pretend you don’t have these feelings you won’t live a truly happy life! I admitted to myself that I was bi-sexual and there is nothing that I can do about that. The more you deny it, the more you will regret it. You’ll be fine. If you realize that you’re not gay then GREAT!! But if you do, GOOD FOR YOU! BE YOURSELF, NEVER COMPROMISE WHO YOU ARE FOR OTHERS. as Dr. Seuss once said ““Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”
Dnt even worry abt it :) I’m 16 and I watched and read many guy on guy videos and mangas…. I feel terrible abt it but I’ve realized tht there are many many girls out there that do it…. do I still feel bad abt it? Yes. Do I believe it’s right? No. The fact is I did it and thts tht. Recently I opened up to my boyfriend abt it…. He understood completely and thinks no different of me for it :)
As for the crush thing I can’t say thts happened to me but it doesn’t sound abnormal. I don’t think people who are gayare any different from people who are straight I mean I’ll b honest I believe it’s wrong but if that’s the path another chooses I accept it :) in fact my boyfriends mother and sister both have girlfriends and they are some of the nicest people I have met :) don’t worry :) be happy :)
We’re in the same boat! It’s absoulutly normal and you shouldn’t feel horrible! Sure, it was bad in the beggining, but it gets addicting eventually. I’m rotten enough to write one, so feel fre to be disgusted by me; I won’t bite.
I read (and sometimes write) tons of slash and I’m 26. I would never give it up, it’s great fun! Don’t worry about that.
Also, I am bisexual but slash has nothing to do with it (plenty of slashers are straight gals). So many girls and women out there are bisexual or lesbian, you wouldn’t believe! You may or may not be a lesbian yourself, but don’t pass judgment on your own sexuality: it’s pointless and it kills your self-esteem. Just let things flow.