a month of sobriety.

Posted by in Addiction on Apr 20th, 2010 | 9 comments

im half an hour away from a month clean of meth. but last night i got drunk, took pills, smoked weed, and almost ****** some guy i just met. right now i want to do meth so bad.. no one is awake for me to talk to. my ex who im still in love with doesnt want me. i cant function.. i dont know what to do for the downs in life. will i ever be able to function sober?

9 Responses to “ “a month of sobriety.”

  1. ak says:
    April 21, 2010 at 1:13 am

    can you get to a meeting? can you find a meeting forum online? you need a sponsor

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  2. KK79 says:
    April 21, 2010 at 3:10 am

    JUST BE STRONG. BEEN THERE AND IT SUCKS I KNOW.. WHAT HELPED ME WAS THAT I ENDED UP GETTING PREGNANT AND I DID NOT WANT TO HURT MY BABY SO I STOPPED. AND HERE I AM 4 YEARS LATER HAVING MY SECOND CHILD. OH AND FYI I ALMOST DIED HAVING THE FIRST ONE BECAUSE OF METH USE… THINK ABOUT THAT ONE. EVER WANT KIDS THEN THINK ABOUT THAT

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  3. Jo says:
    April 21, 2010 at 9:14 am

    You’ve done well, just treat this as a hiccup and be proud of what you achieved. I know it’s hard. Thinking of you x

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  4. thedad says:
    April 21, 2010 at 12:05 pm

    I went from being a 185lb athlete benching 300lbs and had 10% body fat to 150lb wreck in the coarse of 2-3 years.Lost my wife and job, Didn’t think I would ever know a world without meth or coke but here I am 41 and free for about 10 years now.Back in shape and I got my wife back.I sugjest you drop ANYTHING or ANYBODY that has ties to that crap and move on!

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  5. mai says:
    April 21, 2010 at 7:39 pm

    congrats on a year without meth use!! im happy for you..

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  6. UKay says:
    April 28, 2010 at 1:28 am

    my boyfriend had a horrendous iv meth habit for a good few years before i met him hes been clean for ages now he has a great job nice house and we have a little baby you can do it life does get better but you have to really try hard x

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  7. "a self loathing girl" says:
    June 12, 2010 at 6:09 pm

    thank you all for your support. i just wanted to let you know that today is officially eighty two days sober now. thank you soooo much!

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  8. jim says:
    August 23, 2010 at 9:00 pm

    i just love happy endings. never look back. and all you addicts who think your life is lost…you can quit too. the end justifies the means. get away from those people that use and supply the drug.

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