so, my sister recently found out i was slightly anorexic. she wants me to eat 1,300 calories a day… which as we know for anorexic people it’s a **** ton. so i said no and she said shell make me a 300 calorie breakfast and shell make me dinner. she also said that im going vegetarian. shes being really supportive and i appreciate it but … Continue reading how to get out of eating??!?!
I´m so sad. I wanna quit drinking but I can´t find a way. I drink everyday. Should stop it. But why ? Feel so sad about my life style, so sad about it. Will survive. So help me God. Continue reading Sad for myself.
I loved drugs. Ecstasy in particular. It was colorful and stamped with different pictures. Apples, hearts, stars, peace signs, Mercedes, aliens, Supermans, Playboy bunnies, dollar signs… I was young when I did it and I was lucky to walk away from it. I’d go back to it if I wasn’t so scared of what might come out of my mouth. If I thought I had … Continue reading Speak no evil
Hello. I smoked for years and lied about it. This is absurd, of course, because I smelled of smoke, probably more than I even realized. This lead to me making dumb excuses which I’m sure nobody believed and undermined my credibility with those people. Anyway, I quit one year ago today, and because I wasn’t open about smoking, I have nobody to share this milestone … Continue reading I was a smoker.
About year ago I relapsed after having a couple years clean off of drugs/alcohol. Fast forward about a year or so.. and I have never been so depressed and apathetic. I cant seem to care about anything.. I think I’m passed being able to “feel” the appropriate feelings that would go along with my situation(s). My girlfriend has been financially supporting me for the past … Continue reading Lost.
I was a secret drug addict for three years. No one new. It was destroying me from the inside out. I kept my family at arms length and stopped talking to all of my friends. Today I am one year drug free. Cold turkey. Closer than ever to my family and friends. – I’m never going back. I just had to tell someone. Continue reading One year clean
I am 23 years old. I drink whiskey everyday before my 8 am class due to social anxiety. I don’t want to go to a therapist, out of fear of what they might diagnose. Continue reading Alcoholic?
I snort one bag of heroin every day. It keeps me going. I couldn’t get a bag today and I am pissed. I know I need to stop. But it’s so hard. Continue reading Drugs Get Me By
It’s been a year and five months and I’m using off and on still. No one knows. It’s definitely blown up a few times and that’s all that people believe it’s been, but it has been much, much more. I feel like a liar, which I am. I can’t even think of how much money I have burned on this habit. There are so many … Continue reading Using pills still…
if i could i would be drunk/high all the time. i hate myself when i’m sober and being drunk is the only time i feel anything. i’m only confident when i’m drunk, my anxiety only goes away when i’m drunk, and i don’t feel like utter shit when i’m drunk. i’m only 17 i’m not supposed to be like this. help Continue reading self-medicating