I know your cheating . you know I know its true. And yet you won’t man up and admit it. I love you so much but u only care about you!!!! You use to be loving and Now your just cold… I am gonna have to leave and I don’t want to. I will b here still for a while because I love you. And … Continue reading The love of my life is cheating on me.
I’m getting an abortion. It saddens me deeply, but I’m not sure if it makes me sadder than the thought of my now-newborn going without. My husband and I are just barely scraping by each month. I can’t bring another child into this. I would choose adoption, but I have friends who have, and the amount of hate and vitriolic comments they get over their … Continue reading I’ve Decided
if i could i would be drunk/high all the time. i hate myself when i’m sober and being drunk is the only time i feel anything. i’m only confident when i’m drunk, my anxiety only goes away when i’m drunk, and i don’t feel like utter shit when i’m drunk. i’m only 17 i’m not supposed to be like this. help Continue reading self-medicating
im scared i dont know what to do. i may be pregant and that makes me happy beyond words. mostly when doctors said it couldnt be done. but my husband is a cheating basterd. the only man i ever loved for 10 years out of my 24 of life. i have nobody to talk to i have no friends and my family wont understand i … Continue reading whats the point
And I’m not implying anything physical or sexual. I mean emotionally. I feel emotions deep down to my very soul, to an extent that just wrecks me. Everything, even the smallest things – they just stab at my heart. World events. Tragedies that happen to people I don’t know. I cry all the time. I feel things on a level that I’m not sure many … Continue reading I feel things too deeply.
I am worthless and I want to die sometimes. The only thing that keeps me alive are my children and the thought of them growing up without a mommy. Other than that, I am the crap on the bottom of my husband’s shoe. I am transparent to him and all I’m good for is taking care of the kids and a means to an end. … Continue reading Worthless
I have two boys 15 months & 8 years old none of my family has anything to do with me or them my mother lives 15 minutes from me but never stops by to see them or to call & ask about them. Me & my mother are on speaking terms in fact we’re rather friendly to each other but why doesn’t she care about … Continue reading my family sucks…
I have been struggling to keep my humanity for weeks now. I have only 5 people in my life that actually care if live or die. I care more about amassing a huge fortune, that will give my husband and I the ability to retire in 35 years in uber -style. I care less and less about the world around me the more I see … Continue reading No more compassion
I’ve always hated my mother. She struggled with drugs, religion, mental disorders and the like. The courts took me away from her when I was 7. I only ended up in her care because my father died that year. She would find where I live and pound on the door, trying to talk to me for whayever reason she made up. Every time she did, … Continue reading Mother Dearest
Just like that. Its on the point where i can’t even look at myself in the mirror, it’s not me anymore. I don’t feel pain like before, now i just got used to this feeling. I truly don’t wish this to anyone, not even my worst enemy. Continue reading I hate myself.