Mother f*** it. It is finals time here and I’m losing my mind. This is a professional degree program so more is on the line then when I was at the state university. I feel like I can’t concentrate. I meet the prefect woman and all she wants to do right now is whore it up. She has a broken heart and just wants to … Continue reading Two tears in a bucket….
I fell for a married guy. Now I don’t know what to do. He wants to sleep with me, says he “cares” but won’t leave his wife. What do I do besides leaving him, I think I like him too much… At first, besides his wife, I thought I was the only girl I talked to, but I just realized he could be talking to … Continue reading He’s married
my dad died last month. I have emotions. I have hate. Loneliness. I lost my motivation for happiness. I lost my will power. I quit my job. I cheated in my boyfriend with my ex. I told him the truth. and then i found i got an std from my ex which i then gave to my bf. I’m in hell. how did i get … Continue reading Mistakes
I found out i had an STD. I use to be one of those girls that looked down on other girls for being a whore. Sleeping around. . . And i made one mistake. I let myself open to someone who did not love me. I feel bad for being rude to the girls who got an std. they didn’t want this. I took my … Continue reading One mistake
I hate my life. I constantly want to die or live someone else’s life. I’m overweight, ugly, and acne ridden. People don’t think I’m pretty. I’m really ugly. I’m not the ind of girl who people date. I’m secretly pansexual, and my parents are 287654% against same-sex relationships. Last summer, they convinced me that God was against them, and I confessed to them that I’d … Continue reading I Hate my Life
I’ve been hard-narcotic free for a little over two years now. It’s been a long road getting to where I am now, and all my changes for the positive have been worth the hard work, focus, and abstinence. My family relationships have gotten better, I’ve accomplished becoming an independent adult, renting a condo on my own, paying the bills on time, going to work. In … Continue reading Old Habits
i am unsuccessful ,incompetent,introverted,and lonely and i counter this loneliness by watching talkshows and porn.all this while my incompetence keeps on growing.and i have failed at so many things that i have absolutely zero self confidence,and that makes me stop from trying new things. Continue reading i am lonely
I think about killing myself everyday. Continue reading Loser