Forgot

I think I’ve forgotten how to love. I can easily give myself away to someone and find it okay, because my heart’s not in it. But once someone tells me they care about me I feel a panic attack coming and I wanna run away and cry. It’s the exact thing that I look for, but I run away from it too. I’m too scared … Continue reading Forgot

after rape

I was raped last may, and nobody knows. I have just started a new leaf, and moved to a new place. I was hoping everything might go up hill now, but I feel so cut off from my peers. They all chitchat about superficial things, and while I can switch off my brain during work sometimes, too often I feel so alone, and so changed, … Continue reading after rape

I think I might have caused my friend’s dog to become aggressive, ultimately necessitating euthanasia.

While at my friend’s house early this year, I foolishly picked up his 70 lb. Chow Chow. He took a swipe at me, just grazing my face with his claw. There was a light scratch that healed and I wasn’t hurt. About five-six months later, my friend told me that the dog had become aggressive and the decision to euthanize it was finally made. I … Continue reading I think I might have caused my friend’s dog to become aggressive, ultimately necessitating euthanasia.