Just Me

I often wished I was crazier so I can threaten people and go through with it. People think I am weak, but I want them to know not to f*** with me. I have threatened people with boxcutters and knives, but sadly I cannot go through to stabbing them… I don’t feel like living sometimes, but I gotta march through. I have a lot of … Continue reading Just Me

Starving Game

I was anorexic from late eighth grade until my senior year of high school. I used to black out in the shower, black out in class, black out in my boyfriend’s hot tub, and once I blacked out in front of my parents in LAX. My step-dad was the only one who said anything about it, so I don’t know if everyone else just didn’t … Continue reading Starving Game

Crazy man

I been struggling all my life. Depression and now voices. I have always been different than others. Everyday I struggle. I have brief moments of happiness then hell again. I sit on the computer all day and smoke cigarettes. I am afraid of other people. I have not had a friend since I was young. Faith gets me through this. Why do I live though … Continue reading Crazy man