Yes I am a black female. Yes I do have hair on my head. Just because I decided that I would like to put some braid extensions in for a different look does not change who I am. No I did not all of a sudden get “more black” or somehow gained the persona of being “rasta”. I am still the same girl as before … Continue reading To my coworkers
Let me just start off with I have a learning disorder, mixed receptive expressive language disorder. One of the symptoms are I have trouble expressing myself. The other thing is I know why I’m angry. I’ve been abused for a long time by my mother’s friend that use to watch me. I’ve been neglected as a child, by my own parents and teachers, even my … Continue reading I thinking about, and look up dead bodies.
When I was about 12-13 I had to watch my step sister,who was about 4-5. I made her do something really awful. Now as an adult I can’t get over the guilt. I apologized to her, but I didn’t get into specifics about it. I now have daughters of my own and I couldn’t imagine having my daughters go through what my step sister was … Continue reading Can’t get over my guilt
I lost my virginity to a prostitute. Continue reading Dont know why I did it
I seriously hate my 18 year old stepson and if I never had to see him again I would be happy. He is the laziest most disgusting person I have ever met. I secretly wish he would die. Continue reading I hate my stepson
I wish that you would just love me. I’m in love with you. So in love that it hurts every particle, every molecule, every atom of my being. But, I am so afraid of telling you because I know that you don’t. When you look at me, you don’t see a beautiful young woman who you could love. I am just your best friend of … Continue reading Love me.
I’m 19 years old. I got pregnant at 17 and had my son at 18. I love him more than anything. But, I knew at a young age that I didn’t want children. My son is not a mistake, but I didn’t plan him. I don’t regret him, but I do sometimes regret not giving him up for adoption. I love him more than anything, … Continue reading Misunderstood feelings on being a mother.
My husband is amazing he works to support us (me and our daughter), then he comes home and takes care of her and if he is not doing that he is working on renovating the house. He is pretty much always working. He is home every night, he is a perfect husband. He did not even want to buy this house because he hates renovating … Continue reading I am a horrible wife
i lost my verginity at the age of 14 thinking it was the “guy for me”turns out that all he wanted was sex and now hes not talking to me at all and not even looking at me anymore he acts like nothing happened, now hes hanging out with other girls and all that stuff. The thing is i was waiting for that special one … Continue reading the stupid desisions i have chosen
My second cousin has tried to have sex with me for years, and finally I allowed it. I hated every second, I regretted it right afterwards because we almost got caught. I ended up actually caring about this loser and slept with him multiple times since then. I feel so nasty and wish I could tell someone but I can’t. I wish he’d just leave … Continue reading I feel so guilty, and nasty.