i’ve done many things i regret, and now im paying for it with not having any friends, the 2 girlfriends i had i basically broke up with on my own, one was a crazy,somewhat socially awkward yet thoughtful person, the other a drug addict yet sweet and beautiful. and out of jealousy, from being hurt by them and out of being crazy myself I have … Continue reading friends
I’m all alone. Sat on my chair in the class while my friends went out to the canteen. Listened to the music on headphone while my friends had fun. I always feel that they left me behind, exclude me from everything they did together. I tried to get close to them, but I’m too afraid. I just keep thinking that my friends hate me. I’m … Continue reading Loner in the class
I’m 27, female, depressed suicidal cutter. I tried to kill myself a few days ago. I had a fight with a coworker, it upset me. I went to the bathroom to cool off, started crying and had the urge to cut my wrist. I tried. I had the blade on my wrist, pressing as hard as i could and sliding it down my arm, but … Continue reading Thought it was the end…
My grandfather married my grandmother almost 40 years ago. He took in a retarded teenage step-son and a drug-addicted teenage step-daughter. They never moved out of his house. Neither did I. I know this isn’t where he wanted his life to go. He probably dreamt of retiring with my grandmother and having the house to themselves, without annoying, crippled, soul-sucking children. Even my friend who … Continue reading I love my grampa
Every time I look in the mirror I want to cry. I can’t make friends because I am so insecure about my body and my looks. Each time I try to get into shape, eat healthy, and do something about the looks that I’m so insecure about, I can’t. I can’t because I get depressed and mopey and eat. I had a boyfriend who told … Continue reading I wish I were perfect..
And I don’t feel jealous of the man (he’s ugly) but he shows no interest in being friends with me. I don’t know why, I was the one who got her to do online dating in the first place. They wouldn’t have met if not for me! It’s all happening very quickly and I guess I’m afraid of losing yet another woman to “marriage land” … Continue reading My Close Friend is Getting Married
I met an amazing man several months ago and we began dating. He’s smart, attractive and ambitious. He also happens to be a pastor of a local church– not the one that I attend. One day he revealed to me that he has an infant son out of wedlock who lives out of state with the mother. He also said that he has no intention … Continue reading Should I tell him that I’m the one who betrayed him??
My husband just walked into the room and told me he loved me. I reciprocated and told him the same. I don’t feel guilty that I was reading about annulments versus divorces and which would be better for me at that very moment. Continue reading Annullment or divorce
My boyfriend, who is the only man i had ever slept, with was taken to jail for a year last month. I was so upset and emotional i let slept with a close friend. I felt awful about it before during and after. Now i feel even worse because i am pregnant. I have never believed in abortion although i felt as if it was … Continue reading I’m sorry for what i must do
I’m such an idiot. I’m dating the most wonderful guy on earth who treats me like a queen, and I adore him, but last night I slept with a guy I’ve only known for a week. I also am still madly in love with my best friend, no matter how often I tell myself I’ve begun to get over him, something happens to remind me … Continue reading More Conflicted Than Ever