they though my mother was unfit because she wasa alcholic. i was 6 when they took me away im now 16, its been ten years and ive been in over 7 foster homes. in all of them i have been abused mentally,phyiscally and sexually. the last one i went to, he raped me, when i went to tell my foster mother she wouldnt believe a … Continue reading better off
When I was 12 I was molested by my adoptive father. He adopted me when I was 5 and had been a great dad up until that point. It was not just a one time thing it went on for months but I was too afraid to tell until I finally trusted someone enough to let it all out. He was a juvenile probation officer … Continue reading The man that molested me is getting out of prison….
I just sit and watch as each deadline rolls by. I just don’t care. And I can’t understand why. I’m scared but I can’t pull myself out of this. I want to sit at home, on this computer and spend my life here. I can’t believe this is me. I can’t believe it. It took less than two months to create this monster. Too much … Continue reading I’m Failing Every Course And I Don’t Know Why
I want to scrap everything, move to the Caribbean Islands and start over. I’ll give my two week notice at work and then quietly walk away from it all without telling anyone. Friends will only find out where I’m at when I start posting FaceBook updates from a tranquil, serene coastline with pictures of the sun setting. Somehow I just know a way to do … Continue reading I’m so outta here
i have been in a relationship for almost 11 years. in the begining he cheated and i had no idea. he cheated for probably close to 6 years. after that – he broke up with me and started sleeping with a new girl. who he ended up getting pregnant. we got back together when the baby was about 7 months old. and that was about … Continue reading i need help….
I love being a nurse, I love it and I don’t want to do anything else in life. At the same time, I feel like I need psychological help, and I want to get my life into order. Board of Nursing is not being helpful on whether or not that would put me in jeopardy of my license. I just want to get better, get … Continue reading Going Crazy
I am a 19 year old girl. I am bisexual. I am Catholic. These things can’t live in harmony, no matter how desperately I want them too. So now I am stuck. Do I stay with the religion that I believe in but that doesn’t support me, or do I follow my heart and turn my back on God? There is no one I can … Continue reading Who I am
I see no point to this life at all. Even if there is a spirit world after this one, then what is the point in that? Why does anything exist at all? It drives me crazy. I can’t accept that we just are but at the same time detest the idea of any type of plan. I’m not unhappy. I have a good life. I … Continue reading Life is meaningless
I don’t really know where to start… I could pour my whole heart out but what’s the point? I guess i will start with… you made me realize a huge part of me, that i have never even thought about taking into consideration. I’m gay. Once i realized this, I began to express my admiration for you. After this, we started to talk more and … Continue reading The words i’ve never told you…
This is the first time Ive even spoke about this dark and terrible secret outside of my own thoughts. When I was 15 I molested my younger 7 year old cousin. I secretly live in so much shame and so much regret it just paralyzes me when I think of it. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to admit it to anyone but … Continue reading I hate myself for this . . .