What now?

After ten years our marriage has fizzled out into a complete bore. There is no love left, not even shared interests. We live together like room mates with no sex lives like accountants or nuns. And now I’ve gone and falllen in love with another woman and I’ve never fallen this hard before. And she does not even know it. It is with so much … Continue reading What now?

I can’t be completely honest with anyone

I don’t believe the addictive urge ever disappears – I think it’s a matter of trying to channel it into more productive (‘applauded’) pursuits. I was dux of my primary school and topped my year in several subjects throughout high school. I tried to kill myself twice during this time by overdosing on Panadol and sleepgels. My mother used to try to beat the life … Continue reading I can’t be completely honest with anyone