My Mother

Young people all over america and canada always say they hate their parents but they never mean it. Lastnight i preyed in tears that my mother would die a horrible death. Not out of spite or anger, she simply deservs it.

Lost My Virginity To A Guy 8 Years Older

I’m 17 years old and i just lost my virginity to a guy who is 25 who i met at a rave on halloween. We’ve only seen each other twice before i lost my virginity to him. He’s not like a huge creep or anything who you might expect to be at a rave but hes actually very nice even though he used to have a rough life.
Anyways is it normal that i just lost my virginity to a guy 8 years older than me?? ..does that make me sound like a whore?lol

just accept me for who i am!!

i’m asexual. i always have been as far as i can remember. i don’t want sex or a relationship etc. kissing and the idea of snogging makes me want to vomit. i don’t want kids either. i can’t stand kids!! the sounds of them crying just make me wish i was hard of hearing sometimes. i’d rather have a newborn kitten than a newborn baby.

i’m teetotal and hate alcohol. its disgusting!! the effects of what they do to you are disgraceful. and people see fun in ‘getting drunk/wasted/hammered’? not me. there is more to life than alcohol. my friends have only one love, and that love is alcohol. people choose others over me just because i don’t like alcohol or drinking. JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I DON’T WANT TO DRINK & THAT I WON’T DRINK!! i don’t really have much of a social life just because i don’t drink.

Singing embarassment

I’ve never seriously sang in front of anyone. I think I have a good voice and I can do good vibrato but I’m too scared of being judged. I’ve never even let my boyfriend of 3 years hear me. He wants to, I think. But, I can’t because I’m too scared. I sing by myself at home all the time and I blast music and sing so loud. No one will ever hear the talent I have, I don’t think.

I hate my spouses failure at their career

My spouse cannot make a living and has never made a living– she calls herself an “artist”–always wants wants wants expensive things- cars, travel, cameras, but never has dime one. I bought a nice car for her , expensive things, have for years, but when I need something, she is never any help. I hate what a financial failure she is. She thinks that being emotionally supportive is enough–I recently lost a house to foreclosure and of course, all she could do was feel badly for me–but help me financially??? of course Never!! I have so much bottled up rage at her, such resentment at what a financial burden she has always been. and what a fucking ingrate she is. I have left a few times, but was lonely and came back–her situation never changes and then I hate myself for coming back–I guess I feel that being with her is better than being alone-my career is very isolating (im a writer) so I do not know many people and have no opportunities to meet people–Im just so angry.

Your Weak

when i was 17 years old my newly “ex” boyfriend of 2 1/2 years raped me. He took advantage of me while i was so drunk i couldnt move. When i asked him why he did it, he simply replyed ” if you say anything, no one will ever believe you”. Keeping it inside only burries me farther in a deep hole of self hate. I no longer dread on his worthless self being. so **** YOU SCUMBAG!! Im stonger then you think.

Feelings for Young girls

I just found this site today, and it made me want to confess to some feelings I have.

I have intimate feelings for young girls (7-14). I’ve had them for as far back as I can remember and they’ve always made me feel sick. I’ve NEVER touched a young girl and I hope I never will but it disturbs me that I feel this way.

Reading erotic stories and talking to others that feel the same way relieves the pressure, and an occasional encounter with someone relieves the pressure (legal age). I like women a lot so I’m not fixated on my desires, which is probably why I’ve never taken it farther.

I’ve never confessed to this before…..

Had an affair

I just made love to a black woman to see what it was like. We are both married (just not to each other). It was the most amazing experience I have ever had. She is an amazing woman and someone that I could fall in love with. Now I feel guilty about cheating on my wife and feel angry about it because I know my wife does not love me anymore.

D.D regrets

Sex at 14… pregnant…miserable. Alcohol led to abuse abuse led to knives…razors..guns.. he killed them both…

why is this so hard?? i love him i really do but theres someone else… someone from my past has come back. we were friends. my boyfriend and i had sex for the first time then it became his addiction and my pleasure… then my past came back to haunt me. we were friends… great friends… this morning i did something i dont regret.. but it makes me feel horrible for it. 2 days before the two-month anniversary of going out… my feelings for him.. my feelings for the past came back. he was in my room when my parents were asleep and my boyfriend was in his room dreaming of me its all quiet… we began to talk so we could catch up.. but talk slowly turned into how we felt about eachother and to this day still feel the same. he has stayed in my heart all these years and he never forgot me like i had feared. his hugs his kisses… his touch.. it was unbearable i had to do it. IM SORRY JOHN i love you and i never meant to hurt you… but i will have to tell you …one day… but that time wont be any time soon..

Sincerely, J

Dear Mrs. C,

The other day, your husband and i went to a hotel…
He made deep, passionate love to me, and then some.
He let me draw him, i’ll show you the pictures if you’d like.
He supports my artistic dreams.

Sincerely, J

Dear Mrs. N,

The other day, your husband hit on me. Then He sent me a very suggestive text but i reacted innocently. You were in the other room. I know you see when he flirts with me and you laugh at it, but i think he’s serious. Put a tighter leash on him, or else.

Sincerely, J

Dear Mrs. G,

Your husband comes to my job every so often. He compliments me when i have my hair down and when i smile. The other day, he invited me out for lunch. I politely declined his offer, but lately he’s becoming more and more persistent and im tempted to meet up with him, just to see what happens. Please dont hate me.

Sincerely, J

Dear God,

I know that Im living a sinful life…but just a few years ago i was a 19 yr old virgin who had never been kissed. All of a sudden all these married men are coming on to me, and im honestly enjoying a change from the norm. But i know i need you more. Please forgive me for my actions…

Sincerely, J

Dear future love,

I cheated on you before i even knew you, and im scared that when we get together, if i ever get bored, i’ll do it again. Im sorry…

Sincerely, J

what is this

i do not even feel like finding out what the future holds for me.

the (entire) truth

my ex-boyfriend physically and verbally abused me when he drank. after he tried to kill me, i left him. i told everyone that it was the only time he had ever touched me, and that i thought he had just snapped, because i didn’t want my friends and family to know that i had let him abuse me for so long. i was weak and afraid to admit that i had made a mistake. i feel so ashamed for putting up such a tough front and acting like everything was ok all the time. i don’t know what they would think if they knew how long i put up with it.