i drink way to much and it is messing everything up for me…..i call people i dont want to i spend way to much money…and this is almost an everyday thing…i dont know how i can stop my self… Continue reading drinking….
I looked for the man who left my mother while pregnant with me. He has a wife (who he was too married befor i was born) and 2 children (both older then me) that i know of. Im terrified of talking to him incase he tells me that he knew about and for the past 20 years didnt bother with me because i wasnt worth … Continue reading I Dont Want To Know If You Just Didnt Want Me
I got back together with an old flame a few years ago. We started off with emails and chatting and then I went to where he lives and we ignited our love for each other. After more than 2 decades, it was still there. He is married with 4 kids and I am married with 2 kids. I went back to him 6 months later … Continue reading Not Guilty
I hate me life. I dont know what I want to be and I hate the fact that Im not in college yet because I have a son with autism. I hate the fact that my husband isnt supportive of me and I hate the fact that he’s cheated on me with his best friends gf. I hate the fact that when hes stressed i … Continue reading I want to be me again.
I have been struggling with bi sexuality for a long time, I have a wonderful girlfriend, but shes doesn’t know I’m doing what I’m doing, im messing around with dudes behind her back, and I want to quit but i don’t know where to turn, I feel trapped and stuck. I want to quit I feel such conviction I dont know where to turn, please … Continue reading I know I can’t play both sides..
I am gay and disabled and I have been in love with my best friend (he\’s not gay)since we were 14, I was in love with him before I knew it, he knew how I felt, I told him. His reaction? Nothing! At the time I wished he had hit me, that at least would have been a reaction. Months later he said quietly “Are … Continue reading The ‘In love with my best friend’ thing
a year ago i found my girlfriend had been raped by her stepdad multiple times.. she has no contact with any of them now but i still sometimes see him at the store or something… ive tried getting over it.. but.. idk.. im sure plenty of people have wanted to kill others.. but there’s a point in your head.. something snaps.. its gone beyond a … Continue reading Im afraid I’m going to kill someone
Sometimes i wish that i would end up in hospital, so that i could find out who really cares for me and who doesnt. Continue reading injured
A few days ago, I slept with a male friend while my husband was out of town visiting relatives. It only happened, once, I swear, and I did not intend for it to happen. I didn’t set out looking to cheat, it’s something that just happened. We’d had a little to drink. That doesn’t excuse it though. Now, I feel incredibly guilty. I can’t even … Continue reading I feel so guilty for cheating on my husband.