And now I’m on Zoloft…

Posted by anonymous in Spouse on Nov 5th, 2008 | 8 comments

OK so over 2 years ago I found my husband was cheating with me from some tramp at his job. Of course he denied it so I gave him the oppurtuinity to rectify the situation since we had a daughter who had just turned 1 together. About a month later the guy ,she had a daughter with, stated they were still seeing each other. So I pulled phone records, and to my dismay I found out her ex was telling the truth, they were in fact still talking about 2 hours a day at various times not to mention the fact that they still worked together. Naturally I left went to stay with my mom.
On several occasions the ex and I would try to rekindle something but all to often I would find out he was still with her. He sit’s there and tells me she crazy and dillusional and that she and him are not in a relationship, he never wants to be in one with her, etc. lies lies lies because our divorce just went through a couple of weeks together and low and behold he’s living with the skank now, and her daughter who is only 3 weeks older than my daughter. And now my daughter is trying to say her daughter is her sister.
I have such hate and disgust for this girl that I constantly have dreams that I torture and kill her. I yelled at my own daughter yesterday when she said this girl was her sister, which I feel bad about because I know it’s not her fault, but it tears me up inside. I’ve even started telling my daughter that this girl is the wicked witch from enchanted, and while she sleeps I talk to her and tell her to hate the other woman. I feel like a crazy person, I don’t want to hurt my daughter but I want to hurt the other woman and my ex so bad I can taste it, I know everybody tells me karma will take it’s toll but honestly I don’t see karma getting even for destroying my daughter and my life, he’s living his new hunky dorey life, it’s like he just traded us in completely.
At this point I so want to take my daughter change our names and forget he ever existed!

My Partner Pays His Whore With His Company’s Payroll

Posted by 1 More Broken Heart in Love on Nov 2nd, 2008 | 4 comments

My partner of 8.5 years left me for his paid whore who works for him. Our child was 6 months old and he threw me out on the pretense that he couldn’t trust me…they make me so sad for the human race. I truly loved this person who I thought was a real man, the joke was on me, he is the opposite of a man, he is a coward. I would have been less broken hearted if he would have been honest and told me he no longer loved me; instead he made a bullet point list of things that were wrong with me and kicked me out.
He also continues to deny the affair even after I have proof that they have been together since before I got pregnat. Why are unfaithful man so gutless? And to top if off I found out he bought the same vibrator to both of us!!! I wonder if he actually bought more than 2 and got a “bulk” purchase discount so he could gift all his whores?
Almost forgot, he takes Cialis (the pills fell out of his jean pockets after a night out and when I asked him what the litle yellow pills were the idiot said his friend gave them to him as a “joke”, yeah, right).

I will survive better and stronger and will NOT look back other than to be thankful that I am no longer involved with such a lowlife.
Now back to getting better and making sure my next guy is a MAN and not a freaking pussy who thinks ******* lots of women at the same time make him a MAN.