Secret Confessions

Hi all,
this is one thing that i would never be able to talk to any one about…
I have a neice who is 15 yrs younger to me. she is my maternal cousin’s(brother’s) daughter. After her mother’s death she came to live with us (my mother and my cousin’s mother were sisters)she was a small kid of 6. My mother took care of her. Now she is 17 and i am 32
I left home to go to another city for a job and used to come home every christmas and easter. Last year in the month of July my mother fell sick and i had to come down to see her. I had never thought this would happen but as usual i was talking to my neice and suddenly had this strange feeling and I held my neice’s hand and said that if i wanted to marry her what would be her reply. she didn’t say anything and just sat there. later that day i was sleeping and she came up to me and hugged me and said that she too had the same feeling towards me… my heart skipped a beat and i too hugged her.
we used to hug each other in the begining later it grew to fondling and kissing and then it led to us making love.
somehow my family started suspecting us and sent her off to her uncles house. she is staying there for the past 8 months.
both of us are in love with each other and want to get married. i am not sure whether this is possible as we being indians we have a much orthodox approach to these kind of relationships.
We both truely love and miss each other and want to be together always.

My cofusion is whether whatever our feelings are towards each other, is it right.
Please help us…

i have been with my bf for 4 years now. but a few yrs ago i met a lesbian who really liked me. we were just friends at first but she genuinely cared about me. i made out with her..multiple times and on a few occasions it went just a tad bit further. i didnt like her in that way, just liked the attention. i broke it off with her because i just couldnt do that to him anymore. its been at least 1 yr and a half. i love him so much but regret what i did.

I have this relationship with this girl I swear was obsessed with me. She says she loves me all the time, we plan futures together, talk about children and everything. But why do I always catch her chatting with guys about really nasty stuff (webcams). Is she just leading me on? I have no idea what to do. I’m just waiting for her to cheat on me. As a very jealous man I have no idea what I would do if I was to find her with her little rendezvous.

Am I wrong? Is it time to quit?

i voted against gay marriage, even though i was apart of the vote no on 8 movement. i’m sorry to all of my gay friends.

i cheated on my husband the first month we started dating…that secret is killing me inside six years later.

I’m 39, female and still single. no kids, either. Some days I love my life, other days life sucks. I’ve always wanted my freedom. Being married or even in a relationship, is confining. I don’t want or need sex. What I need is a sugar daddy. Some rich old man who pays my way with no strings. I just want the money. I know I’m selfish. But I’m not into being hurt again. Love is a joke. A fantisy created in books and movies. The fairy tale doesn’t exist. Just ask Princess Diana. I don’t hate men, I hate ALL people.

i have a boyfriend but i had sex with a girl on my bithday. We were at a party and i was drunk and she took me upstairs and kissed me and we had sex. i dont know if im gay but i kind of liked it.

About five months ago, I reconnected with someone I had had a brief fling with 12 years ago on an online social network (not a dating site). We started IM’ing each other, soon on a daily basis. I am married, and did not reconnect with this man with then intention to cheat, but things have changed. My husband refuses to be intimate with me no matter what I do, and makes me feel like I am worthless on a daily basis. I cannot leave him because we have three children and I am a stay-at-home mom (the way he wanted it). Not to mention the fact that we have discussed divorce before, and he has stated on many occasions that no matter what happens, he will never let me go without a fight, even though he also admits that we are only still married for the kids.
I care about my husband, but I have a strong attraction to this other man, as he does for me. I am going to meet with him tommorow when my husband and kids go out of town, and I am so excited I can’t stand it, and I don’t feel guilty. My husband has brought this on himself. It’s been almost 9 years - I just need to know what it feels like to have someone who actually wants to be intimate with me again.

I have HIV and have had it for 5 years since I was 19 instead of telling people that try to get close to me I push them away and shut myself out… Most times I think of killing myself.

does not belong to my husband of 7 years. He has no idea.

i love it when i get a boy to cheat on his girlfriend with me. it makes me feel like i am better then her, that i can help him in a way she can not.
its an eternal turn on that gets me everytime. i love the way they look at me, when they have the girl in their arms, and they still steal a glance at me. they want her to leave, so they can have me.
its an amazing feeling.

Certain times of year play with my head. The absence of light makes me suicidal and depressed. I try to tell my friends, but they don’t understand…not even my Best Friend. I want to sleep all day, never leave the house, not speak, all because it is so gloomy here….i hate this and i hate my life….

OK so over 2 years ago I found my husband was cheating with me from some tramp at his job. Of course he denied it so I gave him the oppurtuinity to rectify the situation since we had a daughter who had just turned 1 together. About a month later the guy ,she had a daughter with, stated they were still seeing each other. So I pulled phone records, and to my dismay I found out her ex was telling the truth, they were in fact still talking about 2 hours a day at various times not to mention the fact that they still worked together. Naturally I left went to stay with my mom.
On several occasions the ex and I would try to rekindle something but all to often I would find out he was still with her. He sit’s there and tells me she crazy and dillusional and that she and him are not in a relationship, he never wants to be in one with her, etc. lies lies lies because our divorce just went through a couple of weeks together and low and behold he’s living with the skank now, and her daughter who is only 3 weeks older than my daughter. And now my daughter is trying to say her daughter is her sister.
I have such hate and disgust for this girl that I constantly have dreams that I torture and kill her. I yelled at my own daughter yesterday when she said this girl was her sister, which I feel bad about because I know it’s not her fault, but it tears me up inside. I’ve even started telling my daughter that this girl is the wicked witch from enchanted, and while she sleeps I talk to her and tell her to hate the other woman. I feel like a crazy person, I don’t want to hurt my daughter but I want to hurt the other woman and my ex so bad I can taste it, I know everybody tells me karma will take it’s toll but honestly I don’t see karma getting even for destroying my daughter and my life, he’s living his new hunky dorey life, it’s like he just traded us in completely.
At this point I so want to take my daughter change our names and forget he ever existed!

My partner of 8.5 years left me for his paid whore who works for him. Our child was 6 months old and he threw me out on the pretense that he couldn’t trust me…they make me so sad for the human race. I truly loved this person who I thought was a real man, the joke was on me, he is the opposite of a man, he is a coward. I would have been less broken hearted if he would have been honest and told me he no longer loved me; instead he made a bullet point list of things that were wrong with me and kicked me out.
He also continues to deny the affair even after I have proof that they have been together since before I got pregnat. Why are unfaithful man so gutless? And to top if off I found out he bought the same vibrator to both of us!!! I wonder if he actually bought more than 2 and got a “bulk” purchase discount so he could gift all his whores?
Almost forgot, he takes Cialis (the pills fell out of his jean pockets after a night out and when I asked him what the litle yellow pills were the idiot said his friend gave them to him as a “joke”, yeah, right).

I will survive better and stronger and will NOT look back other than to be thankful that I am no longer involved with such a lowlife.
Now back to getting better and making sure my next guy is a MAN and not a freaking pussy who thinks ******* lots of women at the same time make him a MAN.