Why don’t you have any ambition? You always think that whatever you’ve done is some kind of herculean effort that deserves praise. And if something goes wrong it’s everyone’s fault but yours. But I work my ass off and no matter how much I do all I see is what’s still to be done…and if I screw up it’s my fault, it’s ALWAYS my fault. … Continue reading whyyyy?

Two years

That’s all it takes. I can’t have a “best friend” because in a period of two years I will hate her. It has happened four times. It started when I was eight years old and hasn’t stopped since then. I don’t know what’s the problem, maybe it was the fact that all of them were using me and I was stupid enough to believe they … Continue reading Two years