Why Does It Have To Be This Way?

I’m infatuated with her, I lust for her, and I want her. She has never been with another man as she has told me so, and I think that is what makes it so much more lustful. I want to be her first, I want to do naughty things to her. And I’m fairly sure she does not feel the same way about me.

I’m scared

I’m scared to even type a real confession. I spend my life and career listening to others’ deepest secrets and fears, but I’m too ashamed to share my own.

Bad friend good friend

My best friend told me that she was a lesbian 9 months ago. I pretended to be okay with it but the more time goes on the more I feel like she is just afraid of being alone, but if I tell her this she’ll hate me forever… so I’ll let her make the biggest mistake of her life and be there to help her when it is all over.

Frstrated with the call

I know that I am called to be a pastor. But I hate feeling snubbed by my peers because I have decided to work part time and only be licensed and not ordained so that I can spend time with my family. I went to seminary too, and I even learned original languages which many of you never did. So does that make me any less than you? I am frustrated with the system that has to put me into the licensed category and not ordain me because I don’t fit the mold. I hate that so much of what I learned in seminary was a waste and what I learned when I was pursuing an MBA has actually been more helpful. I hate that change in the church is always resisted instead of evaluated. I hate that I always feel tired because I have a hard time with balancing everything. I hate that some days I don’t even have time for personal devotion. I have a lot to pray about and much to change that’s in my control.

Bisexual

I’m Bisexual. and have been bi for about a year now. I’m 14. and in the 9th grade. I have a boyfriend. ANd he’s already made it clear its not okay for me to cheat on him with a girl. I love him waaaaaay to much to betray him for some random girl. But i can’t stop thinking about what it would feel like to have sex with a girl. I feel like such a bitch to even think about these things, because i have the absolute greatest guy in the world. adn i know even if i did cheat on him, and he found out, he’d take me back. But that would hurt him soooo much. I’ll never betray him.

How do i get my curiosity to stop?

In love with a married man

I am completely in love with my boss. I have been since I met him, nearly 4 years ago. He’s more than twice my age and has at least one kid older than me. But he’s intelligent, charming, funny, good-looking, and he’s done so much for me (to help my career). He has no idea that I am madly in love with him. I walk past his office for no reason, in the hopes that he will walk out and I’ll see him… I do everything I can to be in the same place as him at the same time, in hopes of seeing him.

But I am not the kind of woman who would lead a man astray from his wife, I just couldn’t. Even if I were that type of woman, I’m not a beauty. He probably sees me as a very young kid, and not more. I just want to stop thinking about him. I think about him 24/7. I can’t seem to stop. And it’s been worse lately, because he’s been hanging around (and going out to lunch/coffee) with another woman my age, who’s much nicer looking than me! It couldn’t be that he’d be having an affair with her… could it?? It drives me crazy, wondering who she is, and I’m terribly jealous!! It’s awful! How do I get over this stupidity of a crush on a man who barely knows I exist, who I’d have to refuse to have an affair with anyway? I don’t believe in making men cheat! I couldn’t (though it would be so hard)! and he’s not interested anyway! how do I stop thinking about him?!! any advice?

Married for 6 months…sexually unhappy

I’ve been married for 6 months and my life is not what I wanted it to be. We’ve been together for 4yrs. We have great friends that may not know that we have issues. And I’m not sure she does either. I do admit Im not the king of comunication, but I feel if I tell her how I feel things would fall apart. It sounds crazy now that I vent my problems here but the sex was never exciting like I has been with other partners. I sometimes wonder if its me. But I’ve never had complaints in the past. There is definatly a trust issue with me being jelous as well as her. I think she cheated with a friend while I was in jail and she thinks I’ve cheated by reading a text on my phone. And I have but it wasnt from the girl in the text. It was with a girl I met at my job. She was 17 at the time we met and I was 28. We talked for awhile but did nothing. Then I started to fall for her as she did for me. I knew it was wrong but I wasnt happy with my marriage. She gave me something my life was lacking and I think it was sexual attention. She wanted me and she made sure I knew it. We had some of the best sex Ive ever had. She was 17 and I was her first. I felt horrible after she told me that. Things with me and her got a little to deep and she knew I wasnt going to leave my wife so she had to stop seeing me. We still talk and email but very little. I wish my life was different and I could be happy. If my wife would just want me like the girl I had an affair with wanted me my life would be much better. I feel like my wife is not attracted to me and if anyone has felt that before then you know how I feel.

I love you, I hate you

I hate you. I hate you for making me fall in love with you. I fell in love with you and then you tossed me aside for your ex. Now your back. And I love you again. I dont even care if the sex sucked. I know you know I have a boyfriend now. I really care for him, but you know and I know that we were meant for eachother. I miss the hell out of you. I know there are lots of girls that probably feel the same way because your likeable, and it makes me jealous as hell. I have your picture on the wall by my desk. Not my boyfriend’s. If I knew that if I could have you I would leave him in a split second. Please don’t dissapoint me again. Please, please, please dont screw me over again. I dont think my heart could take it.

I slept with my ex boyfriend in January when I knew he had a current girlfriend

I slept with my ex boyfriend in January when I knew he had a current girlfriend. We agreed we was going to just hang out as friends, but one thing lead to another and we had sex. I thought about telling his girlfriend especially since I cant stand her, but then decided to not tell her. I still miss him sometimes and think about him.

To A Maid aka his wife

i do not know if you still look here after your Minor upset in march. i told You that your husband was CheAting on you since onLy A couple of Months AfteR you were mArried. you choSe to believe your lying sack of shit husband. you told hiM whAt youR sourCe of information was, and it put me at ConsiderAble risk. you may find this difficuLt to understAand, but i Actually like the person you are, that is why i tried to bring this inforMAtion to you. he and I aRe long since over, but i ASsure you he is or will be involved with someone else. he has put you at considerable risk, whether you know it or not. for example, your tanning bed was financed through his escort business. that may not bother you but you should know he had sex with every escort he pimped for, and with multiple couples.. I could go on and on, and i do have proof for you if you are willing to protect my identity respond here use a combination of your 3 dogs names as your name so i know it is you.

I HATE HER

sometimes i am ready for one of my bestfriends to die she told one of my cousins one of my deepest secrets, What kind of friend is that i can’t get mad at her because then people will ask why i dont talk to her anymore then she will have to tell them I dont know what to do im just gonna have to hide my true feelings to her……I HATE HER!!!!LORD FORGIVE ME PLEASE

He gives me all his love but only half the time.

I’ve had a secret relationship with a married co-worker for the past 2 1/2 yrs. I know his wife, kids and most of his family. We both tell eachother how much we “Love” one another daily. I’m so wrapped up in him and couldn’t imagine ending it…he is everything I want with 1 set back, he’s married. What he doesn’t know is my whole family knows about our secret.