sorry i made u lick it

okay one day i was playing with my cell phone and i turned it on vibrate and all of a sudden i had an idea!

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i miss you..

first let me start by saying im a lesbian and i was trying to live a lie before, until i came out, but thats not what i want to talk about.

i met this girl like 2 years ago, we dated and we fell madly in love, i was the happiest person alive, when we were together i felt like nothing could go wrong and i felt like i could do anything. she has the most beautiful blue eyes and perfect blonde hair, she is just gorgeous.
after 3 months of dating, i was supposed to go on a trip to another country, to visit my moms family and stuff (my mom is the biggest homophobic, tho she didnt know about my relationship) when i was there, somehow my dads part of the family found out that i was dating a girl and my aunts started telling my mom, so i was stuck in another country while my mother was getting brain washed by my own family..

well my mother found out and decided that i wasnt gonna go back to the states, me and my gf continued our relationship for a few more months, i neve actually knew i could miss someone so much to the point ur heart hurts, just the urge to hug them and kiss them and just look into their eyes, its was unbearable.. my gf decided that we should take a break cause she wanted me there and it was too painful not to be with me.. we would still talk everyday on the phone and the computer, it didnt feel like we werent together anymore..

but not long ago she started dating, she has dated a few girls and i just get so jealous and i start bitching.. then she would tell me that she misses me and that she thinks of me when she was with any girl.. then it doesnt work out with them. but now she has found one and she is in a relationship with her.. when i saw her status i just wanted to break down and cry, it felt so horrible, my whole day was just weird and i couldnt take that off my head, just made my daily activities harder than ever.. today was the first day that we talk in weeks, i miss her terribly..

ive tried so hard to move on, tried dating, tried being with someone, just tried everything.. i dont know how to do it, i dont know what to do to forget her. its so scary to read and hear of people that cant forget their first true love..
im gonna be 20 by the end of the month and if wished would come true, id wish to see her one more time.
but ive wished so much and so hard that i stopped believing in them..
i would give anything to be able to hold her in my arms one more time, maybe thats what i need to finally realize that she is not mine anymore, even if her actual relationship is not going well and its only been 3 days

if anyone know what to do to forget someone, please tell me, cause i just dont know how

i am not attracted to him at all

i love my boyfriend. he’s smart, funny, and really sweet.

the only problem is he makes me almost physically sick by the way he looks. i hate kissing him, and i hate going anywhere in public with him.

i was never shallow before i met him. what the hell is wrong with me. he’s really a great guy.

Hm…

Hm.I hate it when my Mom and sister let it all hang out instead of looking presentable in front of their husbands.
But I’m actually really jealous that they have some to be so comfortable around.

Wish I could take it back

I was unfaithful to my wife. I love my wife very much and want our marriage to work. I never should have let it go that far with this woman. It was extremely wrong of me. I am scared to tell her because I know that will be it for her and the marriage will end. I don’t want it to end, but i am having a hard time forgiving myself. This guilt is killing me. MAD please forgive me for doing this to you. I would tak it back if I could, but I can’t. I love you more now than I ever have and don’t want to lose you. God please forgive me for being unfaithful to my wife. Bring me peace and faith.

I say

About six month ago I really hate my mother and I really wish she would die soon, sometimes I want to kill her by my self.

But now….. something change and we go along great.

I really wish it stay that way.

first love

You are my first love and i love you so much
Even though you are too far away from me,my love is growing more and more…
I can’t stop loving you because you are my first real lave
I think of you all the time and i can’t stop it
I think of you in my sleepless solitude night
I think of you every day
I miss you so much and i can’t live without you…
Amir , I love my darling

Thoughts

I’m a 26 yr old single straight female, who has lately been having a lot of thoughts of having sex with another female. I just want another girl to undress me, kiss me passionately and I really want to know how it feels to touch anothers breasts.

I cant get it out of my head, and I dont know any females that would be willing to do this with me. Therefore it would have to be a stranger and I have often thought of calling an escort service, but I know I would regret it afterwards. The thought of STD’s scares me and the fact that I’m from the Middle East and this is really not appropriate. I consider myself Middle Eastern/American.

If we use my dildo and keep it just kissing, do you think I would be safe?

Confused help!

My Ex has been telling me ever since that she loves me But she never calls and ask about me. When i do shes so excited and shes never more happy.we have been together for 1 year and about 7 months..We broke up because i traveled but i did come back 9 months later. And she still says I love u ..and she says i know i never asked about you but i was hurt! ( meaning shes hurt bcoz she never asked about me. What i think she means she wants me to come to her always. What can i do ?! do i call her or forget her?! the last time we’ve spoken is 4 months ago. Help please

I love you a whole lot but…

your massages suck!! i actually hurt worse when you’re done! i tell you and i show you, and you still try to fix me like you fix a car! but something is better than nothing, and i want you to feel like i need you anyway.

My teacher

Since I met him, I fell in love, but when we were in a party we kissed and we just ended in bed, that was awsome, he`s my french teacher and I see him everyday, but now I just can´t speak with him, I turn my face when he looked at me . . . but inside, I still loving him, I don´t know why I `m making this!!!

I hate myself

I hate myself so much…

I hate myself for letting him go all because I was so afraid to tell him I cared about him that I would love to be with him but no I was so scared and stupid that I told him to go and leave me alone to go and find someone else.

And now he is with someone else and it breaks my heart to see him with her, the only consolation I have is that at least I know his happy even if it’s not with me.