Someone at work

I’ve fallen in love with someone at work and can’t stop thinking about her even when I’m with my wife. Nothings happened and it’s not going to, she wouldn’t want it to and she wouldn’t want me to leave my wife for her. It’s just at times, when we’re out after work in a group for a drink, we flirt and occasionally hold hands. I feel like a child again when I’m in her company, always wanting to be near her, possibly touching.
I just don’t know what to do, if anything, about how I feel

Disturbing Fantasies

I don’t know whats wrong with me. I constantly find my self fantasizing about my husband having sex with other women. Just the idea of it gets me very aroused. Usually, I imagine him having sex with a random woman but, more and more I fantasize about him having sex with some one we know like our friends, an acquaintance (like one of my children’s teachers), or even my sister. Frequently when I meet someone new I immediately imagine what it would be like to see my husband to make love to her. I am totally afraid to discuss this with him or anyone for that matter! My relationship with my husband has never been better. I have never had any homo-erotic feelings either. I worry about it a lot. I just don’t know what’s wrong with me.

Six years ago

Six years ago, my best friend’s brother raped me. I was fourteen. He was nineteen. He held a hand over my mouth and then, after, he told me that I deserved what I got. He said not to tell anyone because no one would believe me anyway. I never let anyone know. I kept going over to her house and smiled into the face of the boy who stole all of my firsts. Even now, I can’t tell anyone because I know that it would kill her to know what her brother is like. I will never tell because I love her too much to let her know that her life is not perfect.

Cutting…

I used to cut myself… I am trying not to do it but its really hard not to. Mainly because of all the pressure that has been put on me. And I hate where I live b/c my mom and stepdad. My dad moved away from me about 5 years ago and he is the best thing to me and my bf whom I love so very much is moving away in about 3 or 4 months. I am afraid I might start cutting myself again. The guys at my school aren’t making it any easier on me…. I fear cutting again but I don’t think I will beable to stop myself from it. I don’t know what I am going to do…

Her.

i have liked you for almost 2 years and have watched you seemingly lead me on 2 times. a few days ago you told me you have liked me for almost 2 years as well but your still with yoru boyfriend. its frusterating. i honestly think i love you. you make me feel like know other girl has ever made me feel even after dating them for almost a year. you make me feel happier than i can describe and more amazing then you even know. i only wish i would have my shot with you…

Complicated

I love you so, so, so much. I really need you to be there for me. I wish I could tell you how I feel, but I know for sure you’ll never want to talk to me again. I really want to tell you so bad, but I don’t want to lose you.

i need help to fix my ugly mouth

i am 45 yrs and i am married but my husband never seem to think to help me to fix my ugly mouth maybe becaues his mouth is so perfect or maybe because if i get my mouth fix i may attract someone else so please someone please help me ASAP.

crush on guy @ work

I don’t know what to do…I really like someone @ work and its kinda a long story..try to make this brief…I transferred into this new dep’t and right away instant chemistry with him…we laughed all day and talked all day..he would buy me things…but i couldn’t tell if this was b/c he was being friendly and nice/generous…but really liked him..well still do…anyway..heres the thing..sometimes he would flirt with me..it would turn into teasing and then kinda insulting…but I would come back with whatever he would say..I find this fun..I think he did too…anyway..a supervisor put an end to it…I think alot of people didn’t like how our banter was…but the supervisor wrote an emaill about his so called “sexual harrassment” on me but it was nothing of the kind…anyway i got nervous..talked to a girl in the office and she mentioned to me that I liked so an so…I felt kinda naked about it so i said I didn’t like him that i have a boyfriend…well it turned out that the situation goto really bad..the weekend came about…monday morning arrived and the guy I like got mad @ me..(i think b/c that girl told him I had a boyfriend)…anyway.and he was standing there with the supervisor (he is friends wit h the supervisor) and he started in on me…I didn’t want it too get ugly and I was just protecting myself..so I went to a higher authority and told him about this e-mail and how I didn’t like how things were being handled..seeing how the guy I like and supervisor are friends..I felt my job was being threatened..anyway I think things are calming down..but I still like this guy…I guess I will never know…

I’m sick of my family.

we took in extended family members because their house was reposesed due to some moronic financial decisions. It was only supposed to last 6 weeks at the most. Cut to three months later, and here we are. Their driving me insane. All of them. I feel like i no longer have any control in my own home. I can’t do the things i want when I want. There are two young girls who represent everything I hate about little girls. and everyday, the frakking spanish soaps. Oh my God, how I hate the spanish soaps. If I never have to watch Univision again it’ll be too soon. The day they leave cannot come too soon. Rant over.

Stressed

I havent been able to get a job that i would be proud of and currently am without any, it hurts because am a law graduate and everytime i apply nothing comesthrough. i have thought of ending my life because not having a source of income this long has affected my confidence and personality, i lie to people by talking alot but really i want to end my life real soon.

Counting…

I Can Count My Favorites On One Hand.
REDToasters.Robots.Vampires.
Candy.Piercings.
I Can Count My Love On One Finger.
You.

But the number of butterflies in my stomach is endless.
<3

[Do you want to die with me.?]

Feelings!

I don’t know if I am angry, frustrater or hating the fact that he’s ALWAYS around ! I don’t want him hanging out with me and my friends !! he’s using me to get closer to them so he wont be lonely in college!! I don’t judge but I see bad intention vibes coming from him !! I don’t TRUST HIM!!