I crucified you today. I wrote other things, but at this point they are meaningless……. Today I asked God to remove what I feel for you. I have given it to Him and I will leave it there. Continue reading Crucify
I went through a suicidal phase when i was 12, no one knew i was so miserable because I maintained that “grade A student” image. Now, 3 years later, I’m back to being the happy person I used to be but the memories still haunt me. Continue reading I wanted to die when I was 12
Okay you caught me. The little red marks on my arms weren’t from my cat. I don’t have a cat. The reason they’re there is because I knew you would notice them and maybe JUST MAYBE it would tip you off, that you’re killing me. Well it didn’t. You need to open your eyes Continue reading No, my cat did not scratch me.
I’ve seen it coming for a long time: I have fallen in love with someone “too old for me”. Not the creepy kind of age difference, but a senior dating a freshman would be “weird”. To make matters worse, he’s my best friend’s ex-boyfriend. (I’m partially responsible for their breakup; the first time I called him on my own was to apologize. My friend was … Continue reading I’m Not A Number
Sometimes I want to get ran over by a car and be hurt or in a coma or something so my Boyfriend would show that he cares and be sympathic towards me. Continue reading Sometimes…
I fell in love with you over a couple of years. I put it out of my mind because i did not want to ruin our friendship. I confessed when we were drunk, and we spent the night together. now things are weird, and we are not together. i have turned to drugs to cope, and i am afraid of the person i am becoming. Continue reading i screwed up my one chance
I really am in love with this girl. She’s amazingly beautiful, and some of the things she does in bed are…amazing to say the least. The one thing is that I never cum. Her room mate gets back sooner than expected, or it’s too late. She says she wants to have sex, that she trusts me. She keeps saying that since she hasn’t had sex … Continue reading school girl
i fell for a married man at work. he wanted to help me with my problems and then he started to hug me and then rub me on my sides and my arms. he loved being with me. then he felt guilty and it had to stop. i miss him. i wanted to cut him out of my heart so i placed an x on … Continue reading affair and more
I’m bisexual. I haven’t told anyone because I don’t know how to do it. I have this friend, she is in my class and I have a really strong crush on her. She’s straight, I think, and I’m not sure if she would like to have something with me. I really like her, the way she smiles and how she walks, she’s gorgeous. I don’t … Continue reading crush
you know that one song you really liked. the Japanese one with the really melodic guitar? i learned it for you. i spent hours every day, getting it perfect for the next time you visited, but three days before you visited i got my finger cut off and as i sat in the E.R. with my finger in hand my only thought was “how will … Continue reading your favorite song.