I’m sorry baby

I am in love with my girlfriend, been together for almost 2 yrs. but i just cant stop myself from cheating on her after she broke my trust and disappointing me hard. I cheated on her with 7 different women, but yet i find no comfort in them because she’s the one for me no matter what. she is driving me crazy because i get so paranoid when she goes to work, thinking that she is lying again :(

help!

Bad

i love my boyfriend.
bu my ex, i still think about him.
ALL the time.

Young Love

I am completely without a doubt in love with a young man 16 years younger than me. He is 18, i am 34. Sigh. He has no issues with our relationship and i have..mostly because i feel as if i am doing something “wrong”, but, my heart says otherwise. There is no sex involved…for the most part, it is all communications, interests that is keeping us attached to eachother. I love him so much, that my heart cannot take being away from him much longer..

Left my Husband for HIM!

Yes, I did leave my husband for him! I felt an incredible connection with him that I have not felt in a very long time.
Now here I sit by myself….lonely and wondering what the hell I did!!!!
But I will not go backwards….I can only mov forward and hope that someday I will find the person who loves me as much as I love them.
But still here I sit lonely and wondering.

blaaaah.

I think I’m bi.

At least, I really want to kiss my best female friend.

Oh, and my mom’s a flaming homophobe.
And my friend.. I don’t know what she thinks.

I am sorry MB

For the way everything turned out. I think of you often and look at your site just to see your face. I wonder if you even give me a second thought. I still create things inspired by you. I hope one day you take a look and realize what you have inspired within me. You were always such a wonderful friend, I hate the way life got in the way. I just wanted to tell you that I hope you are and remain healthy, happy and terrific, but am too much of a coward to ever do so directly. I still carry my bit of luck and faith with me, I hope those bits shine upon this message to you, and you accept my thanks for being in my world when you were, and my apologies for what has happened to drive you away. Be well my friend, I will always hold you in the highest regard, you are a wonderful human.

Alone

I think that I am falling in love with a girl. She’s one of my best friends. I don’t know if she feels the same way about me. I’m too scared to ask her because I have so much emotional scarring from people cutting me down all my childhood. I have never been in a relationship. I want to be with her and have for the past 2 years but I don’t know if I can handle the rejection. I’m scared of my emotions. I hate myself.

SMOKING

I have smoked for a year now. I know my parents don’t want me to, and they don’t know. Some of my friends don’t like it either. but you know what? i don’t care what they think! smoking makes me feel better, and i don’t care what people say. Just because i smoke doesn’t mean that im a bad person. I am deffinately not. I just have dealt with a lot lately, and smoking is somthing i can enjoy and takes off the edge. so GET OFF MY BACK.

Friend or a demon?

You double faced bitch!You were my closest friend(or I think I only had a fake impression!).You were supposed to be with me when I broke up with him,who I loved so much.I was damn ruined that time.What I needed was I little bit of care and affection from my friends.
But you black bitch,You went to support HIm!!!ANd what reason did you give me for that-”I am his friend too,and he needs me too!”You know what,you should look at your stupid ugly face once.No boy in his right sense would ever even look at you!
I know what your problem is;never ever been proposed by any guy,did you?Ooooo!POOR YOU!You thought,you can sieze him?HA!For your kind information,He considers you as his SISTER (as does every other boy of our school)!Yet again,POOR YOU!
Always trying to be attractive,so that atlest one guy looks at you.U R PATHETIC.
And you ditched your friend for a guy!I think God has seen my condition,and He’ll never forgive you,YOU FILTHY,UGLY Girl!
And let me tell you one thing,Few years back,I fancied your brother,and that’s why I grew intimacy with you!
But yeah,in a small time,I got really attached to you.And You Betrayed me.You’ll pay.

i hate her…=[

i hate my bestfriend,she is so much prettier than me,so much more popular than mee.but thats not even the worst part,not to long ago she was the frumpy fat girl who everyone hated and now everyone likes her,everyone wants to be her and everyone wants her…and its never fair…is there somthing wrong with me? i have lost respect for myself because not only do i hate my bestfriend who i have been friends with since second grade but i’m willing to do anything to be better than her…=[*

I want him hurt.

I could not stand the thought of my EX-Boyfriend sitting in his house and leading a normal life after hurting me so much.So, I let out a rumour that i am with another guy.I wanted that a slight bit of boiling hatred in my heart shall be experienced by him too.And now I know that he is hurt by this fake news.THis has relaxed me a bit.But,was I wrong?Help me.

money problems

Im so mad that I cant do anything about all the money problems in my house I hate how my mom wont use common sense when I tell her dont but that I have how no one wants to use common sense im 16 and im scared something bad will happen soon