Still

I still love my ex-boyfriend. We broke up about two years ago and there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about him. I wish I could forget b/c I know that nothing will ever surface again. He was the sweetest person in the world.

HELP ME IM GOING CRAZY

I am a 15 year old girl and i have been in love with a guy for 3 years, he is one of my bestfriends brother. i knew him before i even knew my bestfriend when it was the summer we went to the same place together and we practically spent the summer together they even slept over in our house and god how beautiful he is when hes sleeping. he is so not my type and hes nothing what im looking for but its something about him that my heart loves. i told him i liked him every single year of our friendship and the first time he told me that we should stay friends. the second time he said stay friends and i have tried but i just can’t when i told him the last time he didn’t say anything but after a while he told me that he didn’t say or do anything when i told him because our parents know each other and that he knows my brothers and that im his sisters bestfriend, but the thing is i see those as good things. i think its a way of seeing each other more than we already do but i guess he just doesn’t see those things the way i do. now its even more hard on me cause he has a girlfriend but the girl he is with doesn’t love him the way i do and im sure of it cause she told me that she used to love him but she doesn’t anymore and that she only likes him now and thats shes fallen for someone else i want to tell him that but i don’t want to break his heart. i really don’t know what to do anymore i love him so much i mean seriously and why can’t he just see that ive never felt anything like this before in my life, part of it is that im young but in the same time its just him. i want him to badly im actually at his house right now. everyone says we are perfect for each other. i need help i dont know what to do im going crazy!!!

Confused

Im in my final year of high school and recently a new guy came to the school, its been about 2 weeks now, and I’ve noticed I really like him. But the problem is he doesn’t notice me and im to afraid if I go up to him I will make a fool of myself. Also the popular girl likes him, but she has a better chance then me, because when he first came to school she took him under her wing, im so confused and don’t know what to do.

sorry

I’m sorry I was a bitch at your wedding.

You probably think it’s because I don’t like you any more, or because I don’t approve of the marriage. That’s not true. You’re amazing. Your partner is amazing and the wedding was amazing.

So the truth of the matter?

It was because you broke my heart when you didn’t ask me to be a bridesmaid.

Sex only please, hold the emotions!!

Im sleeping with a man who has a serious girlfriend. And I feel completely fine with it. Not a hint of remorse,or guilt, or shame. And to my surprise I feel so natural and at home with him and our relationship. He is giving the best sex of my life…and I mean that literally.
I pursued him just for sex because I knew he was in a relationship, but last night he told me he bought me to his house to make love to me, not to **** me. When I walked in the bedroom it music was playing and candles were lit and I was about to shit bricks.
He told me that because we’ve shared our bodies that Im a part of him and he’s a part of me and that makes me his.(Im CTFU while writing this)and he taught me how to make love.
For 15 years seems like all I’ve been doing is screwing around with boys…this man(Im 29 and he’s 38) made love to me and he taught me how to make love back to him. My entire body is sore, my legs, thighs, back, neck, arms and of course my in between.
Im afraid Im going to fall inlove with him…I want to leave him alone but he has me addicted to his dick and I’ve been thinking about him all day.

Im so afraid Im going to fall in love!!!

Office politics will burn you in the end

Yes, I understand that you have lived and worked in the office longer then me. But I am higher ranking then you and it pisses me off that you are always going over my head to get things the way you want. I also know about you trashing me behind my back within the community in hopes that people will complain to get me fired. Guess what, I’m not going to play these games. You might get along with the supervisor but I get along with the owner and he sees what you do to. If you didn’t want anyone to have the position then you should have applied for it yourself over a year ago. I’ve only been here for a couple of months but I know what games you are playing. Even if you do get me fired, there are other places that would like to hire me. Just needed a way to vent.

Love Ridden.

I’m married. I have a child. He is married. He has children. We broke up six years ago. He lives in another country. I’m still love sick and it is debilitating and embarassing.

I am in love with a man over twice my age!

Him and I met a few years back and became best of friends because of what we were going through. Our friendship grew and neither of us wanted a relationship mostly because he is 25 years older than me. We love each other very much but I am still ashamed by the fact that he is so much older than me. I can’t imagine my life without him. I have dated other men and they dont compare to him. I dont know what to do…I am so uncomfortable telling people how much older than me he really is. I hate it when people wonder whether we are father-daughter. I don’t know what to do…

one big happy family

i know this sounds like i’m whining
but i’m 31 and i support my whole family
no one ever says thank you i work at night which is even more stressful there are 2 other able bodied adults whom could work i don’t care where burger king mcdonalds at least help me but they don’t I ‘m treated like an outsider I often stay in my room
alone they never tell me anything until it’s too late I moved back in to help out
I love my family but if i knew this was gonna happen I would have kept my apartment
they have no idea how upset i feel and if i try to express my feelings they make me feel guilty Im so stressed and tired I on meds for depression and anxiety I know there has got to be something better I do have a loving boyfriend and his family adores meand they don’t under stand why i put up with this i don’t know I just wish I knew what to do any suggestions

A lot of stuff on my heart…

First, off I know I am a bisexual and right now I am in a straight relationship, but no one obviously knows. I have known this since I was like 10.

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I cant Help Myself

i know this isnt huge, but, i am a black girl and i like white guys. its not like i find black guys unattractive, i just find white guys more attractive sometimes. Maybe because where im from, black men are loud and annoying(not saying that they are all like that)I would like to find an nice black guy one day, but for now i find some white guys more attractive. i always deny this. A white guy hugged me and i really liked him, but if it was a guy from my school, i wouldnt have liked it.

I don’t want to be here

I often catch myself putting escapism first before things necessary to maintaining my life here. Sometimes I forget what is real and what is not, and I wish I was somewhere else far far away. I tell myself that it would be better there; just like in the books and movies. Then I remember the old proverb that ‘the grass is always greener on the other side’ and I question the validity of that, and wonder if I was where I wished to be, would I wish to come back here?

I think I just want to feel loved, even though I know that there is plenty around me. I have family and friends that love me, but somehow I feel the urge to escape from this world and leave everything behind.