i want to forget about you, and i want you to forget about me.

Its been rough, seeing you in the hallways, knowing that you know so much personal stuff about me but you don’t care.
I made a mistake this past year. I take full responsibility for my mistakes, you on the other hand just seem to want to act as if nothing happened.
Life doesn’t work that way. You can’t just befriend a girl who’s fallen head-over-heels for you, get all this personal information about her from her and then act like we were never even friends. If I could tell you how much I’ve wanted to just screw everything for the both of us up by telling you how much I liked you at one point, I would. But I’m already beginning to get over you and this stupid mess I got myself into. I’m not about to go back.

If you ever hear the song “Wasted” by Brandi Carlile, this situation will make more sense then.

I wish things could have worked out for us. But sometimes thats just the way the world turns.

These people suck…

I call them my “best friends”, but they mean no more to me than the next guy I pass on the street. My roomates are so mean to me, but it’s not in an upfront, in your face kinda way. Just tonight they left to go out to eat without me while I was in the shower… they just left me without inviting me to go along or anything. They constantly instant message each other and text message bad things about me while I’m in the room. It hurts my feelings so so bad. However, I never say anything. I pretend like everything is ok, but inside I want to die. I wish I had friends who appreciated me and talked to me about things. I know one day, I will explode and who knows whats gonna happen… I believe that day is fast approaching

Not worthy of love

I was with my husband for 6 years. Through the course of our relationship, he grew to be a college graduate and a successful businessman, earning 0K a year, traveling 2-3 weeks out of the month, and, in my mind, constantly reminding me I was never good enough. I loved his spark, his humor, his ambition, the nice dinners and vacations we would have, the big 4-bedroom house and our little family of neurotic pets. But the big house got lonely. And I got tired of never being good enough. I needed emotional support, which I searched for and finally found in a good male friend of mine. When I left my husband 3 months ago, I slept with my friend. I wavered back and forth as my husband tried to win me back and I wanted to go home, but I felt drawn to the comfort of my friend, afraid to let my husband back in. Then I made a cross-country move with my friend. We’re living in a hotel, looking for a 2-bedroom place, unwilling to admit we are in a relationship even to each other. I am miserable. Running away has only made things worse. I am somehow still reluctant to divorce my husband. I see pictures of him and his new girlfriend and I want to choke her. But I can’t imagine going back to that emotional place. I want to tell my friend I love him, because I think he needs to hear it…. but I don’t love him that way. Not because he doesn’t deserve it… but because I am still in love with my husband, and I don’t feel like I am worthy of love… from anyone.

What kind of fool am I

I was married, unhappily, and fell in, what I assume was love, with a coworker. In the natural course of events, we made love. . .a LOT. We both loved it and fell in love not just sexually, but in every sort of way you can. . .or so I thought. I found out she was sleeping with someone else, and now I have tested positive for an STD. I regret the poor decisions I made, and will live with this virus for the rest of my life. . .

In love with first girlfriend still

It’s been over twenty years since we broke up, and I still can’t stop thinking of her. I haven’t seen her since our freshman year in college, but I still dream of her. I’m married with two kids, and I sometimes wonder if I would give everything up if there was a chance for her to return my feelings.

I feel alone…

I don’t know why I feel alone.I have family and friends who loves me, but I still feel alone.sumtimes I need sumone who isn’t my family or my friends.sumone who can listen my story, sumone who can teach me about everything in this world.sumone who know me..when I feel alone, I always crying and ask to God why I filling this.I realy feel alone, like I never have anybody in this world….

Jealous

I am going to find another man just so I can see the look on your face when you realize I wont wait for you anymore

Cousin Love

Her name is Hanie
she is my cousin
she is 4 years older than me
i felt fall in her love after about a year that they moved to upper floor apartment
the first year just passed in sexual matters
u know i was just too young to know about love so as soon as saw her i was just thinking about her body rather than love but we didnt exprience s.e.x
in second year i was 15 and she was 19 i suddenly found my self amorist
but i did not tell her any word about my feeling.so i did whatever possible to show her my deepen feeling about her but somehow she didnt understand or maybe try to ignore me.that year and the next one passed the same i was just fuzzing in her love like a candel but didnt tell her any word the next year they(she and her family)moved to another apartment and we were in touch just by SMS and CHAT one day i made my deceision and told her that I LOVE YOU..but she just smiled and say i like you too but no LOVE
i just said that ok thats enough for me and now after a year of ignorance from her i asked her whats going on?what r you doing?
is there anything left that ti can do for you do?(because she didnt pay anymore attention to me and did her best to ignore me)she just told me:FORGOT ME!

I just want her no matter what..

I have a huge crush on my teacher. SO, i’m a 17yr old female, and she is 35yrs old.. Adding to that she has also a husband and a kid.. During the lectures, I feel a non stopping pain in my stomach, whom i really cherish! I’m writing a letter to show her my feelings.. I know that deep down she feels kind of the same towards, coz i can see it from her eyes.. I want an opinion, shall i give it to her or not? Urgent!

Tomboy

all my life i was being accused of being a tomboy. some said it as if they’re joking, some are asking and many are judging. what hurts the most is that even my ex-boyfriend thinks that i am what most people think. though it hurts a lot, i pretend to accept it and laugh at it. i know someday somehow they will regret what they’ve been saying against me.

Yes Sir

I am attracted, no, verY attracted to my boss. He is almost 16 years older than me. He is married and has kids. I feel like a little teenager again when I am around him though!

sad

My husband thinks I cry all the time because we’re having trouble getting pregnant. Actually I hate my entire life and I wonder if having a kid right now is the right thing to do.

Is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time?

I’m suffocating.