Archive for January, 2008

I Hate Myself

i hate myself for no reason! i always bring myself down. i never give myself any credits for doing anything right! i dont know why im like this and i really hate what i made myself become! i dont trust people coz they’re the reason i feel so dead and broken so useless and pathetic! the only reason im still alive is because im still searching for the missing pieces!

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Wyntir on January 7th 2008 in Hate

i m sorry

I’m sorry for all the thing I’ve said,
And for the times I’ve done somthing to hurt you.

My feelings were all I cared about.
Our friendship now totally changed.
Really, I wish I could take it all back.

..Roads now forked in opposite directions.
Your trust I have lost.

I am Sorry for All i Did!=)

on frnshp day i propsed on of best frnd frm that day she in not talking to me i just want to knw that ?? wrng in ths is it wrng to tell u felling to some one if i m wrong if i hurt uuuuu but pls talkkkkkkk……

now evry day is like to live in hell pls i m begging uuuuu n saying sorry ?? i did

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sanjay on January 6th 2008 in Regret

nails

sometimes when i’m alone…i cut myself vigorously with this rusty nail i found outside my house. it hurts…but in a good way…you know kinda like when you get beaten on by your teacher…anyway i do this cause i’m emo….

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Anon on January 5th 2008 in Alone

Childhood Nightmare

When I was little I was sexually assaulted by a family member of mine. I was 7, she was 13. It went on for 3 years. It ended finally 6 years ago, but I’m still haunted by it.

I want to tell family or friends, but I fear that the truth will rip our family apart. I’ve become depressed and suicidal over it. As well, it’s made me question my sexuality (I am a girl, as was she).

I’m 16, I shouldn’t have to deal with this. But my family doesn’t deserve to deal with it either. I don’t know what to do, and I can’t talk about this to anyone.

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Anonymous on January 5th 2008 in Childhood

:(

I’m 17 and I play around with my 16 year old sister a lot.

The thing is that when we play wrestling I always feel her up and just act like I’m not doing anything.

Like if I’m holding her from behind I put my hand in her armpit and my palm on her left breast with my arm pretty much all over her breasts.

She never objects or acts like she notices.

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Coward on January 4th 2008 in Guilt

Duet

We started out as friends and I thought that it would grow into something more. He would call me everyday and we would talk for hours about everything… our favorite thing to do however was to sing together… he has an amazing voice. One day he decided to stop talking to me. A year has gone by since I spoke to him last and I thought I was finally over him until I saw him at a friend’s house… all the emotions came rushing back when he sang… reminding me of all the good times. But were they good times? Is he worth it?… He does not even look at me. I am falling for someone who I am completely invisible to… he will never know how I truly feel.

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Anonymous on January 3rd 2008 in Love

Alone

I like to be alone, i used to work alone on projects and stuff like that. i must be weird or something…

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black-society on January 2nd 2008 in Weird

secret lesbian thoughts

i am a straight married 35 yo woman, but ever since i was in high school, i’ve been attracted to women. i don’t want a romantic relationship - just sex. i love watching lesbian porn when my husband is out of the house. no one knows about my lesbian urges. i want to find a woman to have sex with so badly.

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Anonymous on January 1st 2008 in Sex