I’m inlove with an older women, she’s 20 something and i’m 14. I’ve tried so hard to impress her, and she still can’t tell that im inlove.It could be bacause, she’s not lez like i am, or maybe because I haven’t tried hard enough. I don’t know. All i know is that i’m crazy out of the world inlove with her and the one thing … Continue reading Why Do I Even bother???
About a year ago I tried to kill myself. I felt as though nobody loved me and that my life was worthless.I was getting bad grades and was being sexually abused by my neighbor. I also ws having feelings toward the same sex, and I knew my parents would disown me if they found out.I felt like I had nothing to live for and just … Continue reading Suicide
First, I wrote a letter to you on LJ for a community which has people put in letters, lists, and whatever on stuff they’ll do before they go. Here, I confess again. I love you. I’m getting sick of typing that. I actually want to say it. But hell, what if I do? What happens to us? Do you even like me? It’s painful, you … Continue reading It’s Still You. Still You.
We fight a lot, then we’re happy again. It’s always like that. But every time we fight, it feels like love’s gonna end completely between us at that time! and I HATE THAT! And sometimes we doubt each other! I wanna throw those doubts away but I have problems in trusting people and he wish he could trust me but because of what his ex-gf … Continue reading I Love Him (Sahey)
I love a man who is already in a relationship. I had my chances with him when he was single but I let him go. My own fault! I find it diffucult to move on. I told him yesterday that I still loved him but his response was silence as he didn’t know what to say. I blew it! :( Continue reading GG
I hate society, my work is all about persuade people to adquire things they dont need, or that are just bad for them… The most part of my work is against my personal values :( Capitalism SUCKS! We are living in a time where people buy buy buy buy and trhow away all the time, this is bad for everyone, exept for the ones who … Continue reading My work
I really wish to kill someone.
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my “father” was kicked out of our home when I was 11. He never spent time with us or sent us anything. He had left us 7 kids and our mom to fend for ourselves. I had seen him 3 times since then. When I was first married (he acted like he was there all alog). Once when he visited my sister and once when … Continue reading why does it hurt so much?
I haven’t seen her, not really, not more than a passing glimpse or work-related conversation, in two weeks. We’ve only had a few short telephone conversations and exchanged some hurried text messages. I tried to arrange a meeting sometime in the last two days, but it hasn’t worked out. Our spouses have gotten in the way. It’s probably best that we didn’t meet, that she … Continue reading Lost without her
YOUMAKE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY, I JUST CAN’T EXPLAIN IT.LIKE I FIND MYSELF SMILING FROM JUST LOOKING AT YOU. FOR SOME REASON, I’M STARTING TO FEEL LIKE ALL MY DREAMS ARE STARTING TO COME TRUE. Continue reading LOVE IS IN THE WAY YOU TREAT PEOPLE.