As I get older, I seem to just get sadder and lonelier. It really is very hard for me to deal with. I have 2 grown kids who are wonderful. Mh parents are still alive. I am without a significant person in my life and I am not sure why? I had a wonderful girl some yrs back. She has left for another. I have … Continue reading Life is so lonely and painful
I finally met a guy, we are insanely attracted to each other, we fell in love. And now because of our opposing views on God this relationship can’t work and it’s the hardest, most painful thing I’ve ever been through. I still love him. Continue reading Love that isn’t going to work
I have anxiety and depression. While I’ve learned how to manage it with out pharmaceuticals, I still struggle from time to time. I have an issue with making decisions. As extreme as what house we should rent next, or as simple what to make for dinner. My husband and I have been married going on five years now. He know I have major issues that … Continue reading Why do I even bother?
I am dealing with a recent dwi. This ia very hard for me. This will be the 4th one in 21 yrs. I am very scared and upset. I did not think I was a failure until this happened. I got dwi in 1996 and in 2002 and 2006 and now in 2017. I have not had any other tickets. Ive not had any other … Continue reading John
I have friends, family, and a wonderful partner. But I’m sad and afraid all the time. I’m always there for them, but I wish I’d disappear. I can’t tell any of them. I don’t ask for help. I just smile. Continue reading No one knows I’m sad
Hi! Hmm, let’s start with the sociopath part – I can’t feel anything. I’ve never felt anything, for as long as I can remember. No fear, no anger, no joy. I cheated on all of my math courses. I’ve skipped two grades in math, and at first, it was legit. I got in on pure wit, but the effort was too much, so I began … Continue reading I’m a Sociopath, a Cheater, and a Thief
Hi ..i don’t see any point in life … but i cant die i have a mother and a grandma to take care of .. if i die i dont know what might happen to them…. cant do anything but wait for the weight to lift off…. man dont know what to do i cant find joy exitement or any kind of happiness in life … Continue reading Pointless
I´m so sad. I wanna quit drinking but I can´t find a way. I drink everyday. Should stop it. But why ? Feel so sad about my life style, so sad about it. Will survive. So help me God. Continue reading Sad for myself.
when I was little, I used to bully this kid. I don’t know why I bullied him, but I would make fun of him, call him names, and I even ripped a sticker he had in half(we were little and he loved stickers I think). I just remember all these horrible things I did to him and I hate my self for it. I want … Continue reading I am a bully
I’ve always had dreams of dark oceans and drowning ever since I was a teen,,, now I’m 36. Losing people to suicide didn’t help the cause, We lost 3 of them in 1997, I was in yr 10. That feeling of drowning doesn’t go away the more I suppress it, that feeling seems to come back at full force when I least expect it. I … Continue reading Drowning